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_see_spot_rock_JUST FORGET EVERYTHING I'VE EVER SAID.
I didn't think I'd ever do this. And who knows, maybe I'll regret it tomorrow.
Maybe I'll just be open again like I used to be. Or maybe not.
If you're a friend of mine without a journal
Let me know if you want to read it and I'll send it to you.
'Cause I don't actually know if you do or not, or if you even care.
I update this journal regularly. My public posts and past entries
are underneath this one. I'm not closing them, , I have nothing to hide.
The future, however, is something I'm uncertain of.
- Mood:
sad
Almost an entire foot (yeah, that's crazy.)
I went from below-the-waist to near-the-shoulder.
Sick, sick.
( two more!! )
- Mood:
giddy
I can't believe I'm actually going, that I'm going to see snow.
I'm going to be freezing my ass off, and I can't wait.
What is it about this journal that made me give up? Eh.
I'm slacking off in school. What a big surprise. All it takes is a little discipline,
but I guess I'm incapable of that, no matter how much I berate myself.
Midterm tomorrow. Have I studied? No. And why the hell is there a midterm
a month into class anyway, is she insane?
In other news, after this week I am no longer working at The Container Store.
(I've been working there since November.) And they've been trying to milk
me for all I've got. I said no after they rammed me in the ass a couple times.
Luckily, I've still got Starbucks (if you can call that lucky.) Getting shitty wages,
but I suppose it's something.
IF ANY OF YOU HEAR ABOUT A $9+/HOUR JOB, PLEASE LET ME KNOW, I NEED IT BAD.
I've got two episodes of Smallville to watch so that I can be caught up.
I started watching Lois & Clark: The Adventures of Superman, too. Old school.
It's so cheesy, and so so good.
Comment to be added back, please.
I've never done this. Truth is, I think I have too many people on my list.
And I think cutting down might help me come to terms with the
fact that I have strangers who don't care about me reading about
my life. I barely write in here as it is, but a select few who I've stuck
around with will stay around. Comment back though, and I'll know
you're interested and I'll add you back. Thanks for understanding.
jentle died in August.I loved that girl.
I had been waiting for her to post,
until I found out today that she died the day after she updated last.
It's unfair. She was beautiful and intelligent. It bothers me
how we never got to talk on the phone, 'cause at first I didn't
have long distance and then 'cause we'd miss each other
(I still have her number.) Only the good die young.
R.I.P Jennifer Lynn Galbraith
- Mood: crushed
- Music:NFG - My Friends Over You
Livejournal happens. Things get messed up. Entries show that aren't supposed to.
So I'd rather avoid those kinds of problems.
Countdown 'til the last day of work: 9 days.
I never thought I'd say this but I think I need more LJ friends. o_o;
Also, when Alec and Marcos were leaving, Steffy and Bear were standing sort of next to me as I was talking, and I felt these people staring at me and when I look I was like holy shit Steffy! I hadn't seen Steffy since sometime senior year, if that! She hugged me and got my number down and said she'd call me tomorrow, so hopefully she will.
I also called King and Tammy while at work (today was a reunion). I called King 'cause I hadn't seen her/talked to her since that day Mike, her and I went to Hollywood. I got to talk to her finally, she said she was happy I called and that hopefully tomorrow we can do something, even though I've got Starbucks right in the middle of my day (from like 4-8:30 or something.) We caught up on the current situation of a certain person we know, and I'm glad she doesn't fall for the facade. I thought today was going to suck, but it didn't, I worked with cool people and Ariel came back from Prague today after his 3 week vacation and he is my favorite co-worker so I was a happy girl. That reminds me, I also have to call Nellie (Nat.) Yay! I'm off, I gotta go do girly stuff that I never do.
( Picture of a couple people I'm talking about. I only have one tangible picture of Adrian and Alec, and I don't have a scanner, but them and the people listed below, among a few others, are people I will always care about. )
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:ciara - oh!
I don't know one person in my life who can't just LISTEN to me
without waiting for their turn to speak.
( I can't believe I posted this all over LJ except here. )
in the Grove tomorrow night? My friend is performing. I need
some peoples to go with me? :)
[you need Internet Explorer.// doesn't work with Firefox.]
idea from
_diabolicfuse // ♥♥♥( many pictures long overdue. )
I've got class in about 2 hours. I attempted to sleep but
considering I woke up last NIGHT at 6pm, I doubted it would
happen and I was right. Then I don't know if I'll stay at FIU
or come home, 'cause I've got the SPC general meeting at 3:30.
Elections for E-Board! Ahh, that shit had me stressed, well, I still
am considering practically everyone I wanted on E-Board dropped out.
Now I don't even know who's running and the ballots tomorrow are
going to be a complete surprise. Damn.
HOLY SHIT I JUST SAW ON THE NEWS THAT THE OTHER NIGHT, WHEN MIKE
AND I WENT TO 7-11, A COUPLE MINUTES AFTER WE LEFT TWO TEENS
WENT IN AND TRIED TO ROB IT, SHOT THE SECURITY GUARD (AND I THINK
KILLED HIM) OMG!! Mike had told me about this the other day but said
his mom had told him and that he doubted it BUT IT WAS THE SAME
7-11! THE ONE ON MILLER AND 137th! HOLY SHIT, it was LITERALLY
10 minutes after we left... omg. One of the teens looks familiar, I'm going
to go see it online somewhere.
- Mood:
oh shit
like someone on here said, the part that bothers me is not
when you UNFRIEND me, but when you don't tell me
because then I have to go through both lists and compare
so that I can unfriend you as well.. especially since
most journals are friends only nowadays. damn it.
out of courtesy, freakin' tell me.
- Mood:
chillin'
that someone is GIVING or SELLING please let me know.
i'll give you sex for it, i swear.
because NOW I FIND OUT that there are FOUR OTHER PEOPLE
who would've gone with me, but didn't say shit when i told
them i was going. gar! i wouldn't have wasted my time waiting!
:( but yeah.
SO IF YOU HEAR ANYTHING SEND THEM MY WAY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!
i'm ready to beg and grovel, i swear.
- Mood:
hopeful
clicky to help ME now
Everyone and their mom has done this thing, and yes it actually works
And so I really seriously want one. Damn it. Help me out please?
i turned eighteen. i got my tongue pierced without my mom knowing. janet jackson decided to be funny and fucked up our censorship laws forever. my sister got her belly pierced. michael jackson got raided and criminally charged. laci peterson's husband was found guilty. amanda went out with albert. mike got drunk and we got it on videotape. keith dated andrea. miko left to london while we were on bad terms and i missed him. we did rents in hollywood and south beach in april, may, july, september and october. i celebrated a year since i got alcohol poisoning by drinking. amanda and albert broke up. miko came back from london. i went to puerto rico for spring break. keith and andrea broke up, and nathan and her hooked up. went to a club (twice!) that i never thought i'd go to (drunk). only smoked three times this year - with keith, amanda, miko, and furby's brother in the car, then at keith's house for his birthday with amanda, and then at amanda's rent. i kissed miko. i kissed keith. i kissed a total stranger. had made plans to spend my prom weekend with my friends but they all forgot about it and came up with excuses and decided to do other things when the time came, so i ditched prom and got a tattoo instead - amanda/nathan got one and albert got his tongue pierced. saw plenty of my friends get inked. ray charles died. the cool guy from Law and Order died. superman christopher reeve died. i graduated high school and took summer and fall semesters off. got bombarded with 3 or 4 hurricanes which meant a lot of time spent indoors. went to university orientation and became friends again with the first best friend i ever had - hung out with a group of old friends who i never thought i'd ever hang out with again (and it was absolutely great.) registered for classes (full time) and taking italian. became good friends with joe and helped him ditch school every.single.day. matt and vivian broke up. our group's closeness started going downhill. i finally left my crappy office job to work for DirecTV and then quit it 3 months later. my mom spotted my tattoo but i told her it was a fake one and she ignored it (eight months and counting.) went to warped tour with jill and worked at the Alternative Press booth - we met Taking Back Sunday and Rise Against - saw keith, krista, nathan, andrea, tony, stephanie, xander, clint, & whoever else from high school. i had to stop driving my car for two months and didn't see matt or amanda or joe or anyone except mike sometimes and keith sometimes, so i finally realized my friend situation. matt dated zenia, which was awesome. my sister stopped paying for my cell phone and that was people's lame excuse for not calling me. "I'M RICK JAMES, BITCH!" "YEAH!" "ooOKAY!" were the overused phrases of the year. my sister and i drove to a parking spot about 45 minutes away at 3am so we could chill and watch the downtown miami skyline by the water (she was drunk of course). got involved in an organization at my university. heard and sometimes participated in the arguments regarding nathan and andrea and the whole situation with his friends - but ultimately everyone decided that they were wasting their time. went to Buzz Bake Sale with mike and saw The Music (bought their CD which rocks) and Taking Back Sunday and The Used again <33 got a job at Starbucks that works me to the bone. got another job with my mom because they don't pay enough. got pissed at everyone who thinks that just because i don't work eight hours like they do, it's not a really trying job (they're all condescending jerks anyway who's problems always seem to be bigger than everyone else's.) christmas finally came and went and didn't get presents, just money. used that money to buy my digital camera. went with nathan and keith to get their 5th Element tattoos and the power went out while they were doing it (and got it all on camera). Got my car back and have NOT driven anyone around - and still haven't seen those friends. celebrated new year's eve buzzed with six cosmos in me, and maybe said some things i shouldn't have but who cares, 'cause it was all said last year.
( this is the one from 2003 that I never finished... )
